Theology, Shmeology

19 09 2011

“It is impossible for those who have once been enlightened, who have tasted the heavenly gift, who have shared in the Holy Spirit, who have tasted the goodness of the word of God and the powers of the coming age, if they fall away, to be brought back to repentance, because to their loss they are crucifying the Son of God all over again and subjecting him to public disgrace.”
–Hebrews 6:4-6

This is one of the biggest verses people use when they’re having theological debates about whether or not you can lose your salvation.  There’s a lot of mystery in it.  But before I dig into Hebrews, I want to look at another passage.

There’s a story in Acts 8 about a sorcerer named Simon who believes, is baptized, and sees miracles, but Peter says to him, “You have no part or share in this ministry, because your heart is not right before God…For I see that you are full of bitterness and captive to sin.”  The Bible doesn’t lie – Simon believed and was baptized, and as Mark 16:16 says, “Whoever believes and is baptized will be saved.”

So will we see Simon in heaven?  I have to say yes!  But did he get to take part in any more of God’s ministry while he was on earth?  It doesn’t sound like it.  Jeremiah 15:19 says, “IF you repent, I will restore you that you may serve me; if you utter worthy, not worthless, words, you will be my spokesman.”  Proverbs 1:23 says something similar: “Repent at my rebuke!  THEN I will pour out my thoughts to you, I will make known to you my teachings.”

Back in Hebrews 6, verses 7-8 talk about two types of land: one that produces a useful crop, and one that produces thorns and thistles.  Interestingly, both are described as drinking in rain that falls on it.  So this mini-parable teaches that the same “rain” can fall on two types of “land,” but only one will be found useful and receive a blessing.  What is the difference between the two lands?  Matthew 3:8 is very clear: “Produce fruit in keeping with repentance.”

If this is a parable, and the land describes our lives, then what is the rain?  It’s described in verses 4-5: enlightenment, tasting the heavenly gift, sharing in the Holy Spirit, and tasting the goodness of the word of God and the powers of the coming age.  But is all that synonymous with salvation?  Surprisingly, I don’t think so.  In Matthew 7, Jesus talks about people who have called him “Lord,” and prophesied and cast out demons and performed miracles in his name, but never were known to him.  1 John 2 addresses this idea as well: “Even now many antichrists have come…they went out from us, but they did not really belong to us.  For if they had belonged to us, they would have remained with us; but their going showed that none of them belonged to us.”  So Hebrews isn’t talking about salvation at all.  It’s talking about what you do with the goodness of God that’s given unconditionally.

Both passages (from Matthew and 1 John) have another thing in common: in both cases, the next verses address persistence in putting God’s word into daily practice.  In Matthew, Jesus says, “Therefore everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock.”  In 1 John, John writes, “See that what you have heard from the beginning remains in you.  If it does, you also will remain in the Son and in the Father…as his anointing teaches you about all things and as that anointing is real, not counterfeit – just as it has taught you, remain in him.”  This is the exact same idea the author of Hebrews has been writing about!  5:11-6:2 is all about the danger the Hebrews are in because they haven’t matured in Christ as they ought to.  Why not?  There’s only one reason given, in 5:14: “Solid food is for the mature, who by CONSTANT USE have trained themselves to distinguish good from evil.”  It’s in KEEPING with repentance that we produce fruit.

So, after all that…what does this passage mean?  It means that seeing miracles – and even performing miracles – don’t validate your Christianity at all.  You can taste, and you can see, and you can still fall away by not putting God’s Word into practice.  And once you’ve fallen, it seems that you’re out of the game!  If you really believed and were baptized, salvation’s still yours…but either way, ministry is blocked off for you.  You can only be born two times.  And the only way to protect yourself from not falling away is by persevering to make God’s ways your ways.

So don’t give up.  Keep pressing on.  “Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and the door will be opened to you.”  And don’t lose heart – because, as the author of Hebrews writes in 6:9-12, “Even though we speak like this, dear friends, we are confident of better things in your case – things that accompany salvation.  God is not unjust; he will not forget your work and the love you have shown him as you have helped his people and continue to help them.  We want each of you to show this same diligence to the very end, in order to make your hope sure.  We do not want you to become lazy, but to imitate those who through faith and patience inherit what has been promised.”





Heaven offers only one Psychology course

19 05 2011

It is incredible how active God is.  I haven’t written a new post in awhile, and it is astounding to think about how much has happened to me and in me and through me since the last post!  So, in an effort to reconnect to this ministry, I’ve been reading over a number of my past blogs.  (Yes, I view this blog—regardless of how many readers there are not—as a ministry.  Recognizing God’s ability and giving Him room in every area of our lives, from serving the needy to doing the laundry, is the first step to seeing His hand at work in all places and at all times.)

The most shocking part of all this is not that I’m writing a new blog after five months of inactivity, but that as I read over my previous posts, I felt incapable of keeping it up.  Now, I don’t think my writing is all that spectacular, or that I’ve ever had a “gold mine” of wisdom…but I was actually intimidated by myself.  I’ve set a standard (it may be low or high, but either way, there is one), and regardless of where that standard was, I didn’t feel like I measured up.

Wait—huh?

How can I possibly not measure up to myself?  What kind of weird identity conundrum have I worked myself into here!?

I’m no psychologist, but this is a perfect opportunity to address the fact that Satan loves to mess with our self-image.  If he can convince us that we don’t measure up (as a friend, as a spouse, as a leader, as a team player, or even as a blogger), then we effectively hand him the keys to all the influence we have.  Believing that you’re not good enough, or have somehow been disqualified, is like letting the enemy call the shots on what God is able to accomplish through you.  He might suggest that we compare ourselves to our siblings, or our friends, or our role models; he may even try to get us to compare our current self to our old self.  He points out all the great things in every place we look…until we look in the mirror, and then he turns it all around.

But there’s good news: Satan only has that ability when we agree with his suggestions and give him some space.  He’s really just a guy behind bars—a dog on a leash—and gets only what he can convince us to give him.  If we hold onto what God says through all of the enemy’s suggestions, Satan gets no say in what happens next.  And when God’s hand is in something, there’s no telling what incredible good will come of it!

So instead of allowing discouragement and fear to keep me from writing again, I decided to remind myself of God’s promises: that He is always moving me forward toward a greater level of goodness (Ro 8:28); that He is at work in me to complete all that He’s begun (Php 1:6); that His word is never wasted and always reaps a result (Is 55:11); that His ability goes far beyond my imagination (Eph 3:20); that His power is far more trustworthy than any rationale I can come up with (Col 2:8); that with Him, I can do anything (Php 4:13); that He values me and chose me to be a part of His work in the world (Eph 2:8)…just to name a few.

You won’t find much issue of “measuring up” after you soak your soul in things like that.

There will probably be far more reasons to drop down and fall back than to rise up and press forward.  We tend to be far too easy to scare.  But God is never outnumbered, and he’s never out-gunned.  So when the guy behind bars threatens you for your identity, just call in the warden; because the longer you hold on to God’s promises, the more He proves that he’s made them to YOU…and He’s not ever going to change them or take them back!





A Few Thoughts

4 11 2009

God has been going crazy at 24/7!  Talk about JOYFUL worship!  Two reasons why I think it’s happening:

  1. Our services have been more about Jesus than our church.  When you have a church that spends all its time talking about how YOU are going to do things, what YOU need to change, how YOU felt about the music last week, what direction YOU think the church needs to be going, what YOUR doctrine statement is, how YOU are managing the church’s money, what YOUR vision for the church is, the things YOU think are important to have in a meeting…the souls God has placed under your leadership to steward are never led to the One from which all meaning and significance flows.  The moment even one single aspect of your ministry stops being about God, the entire ministry becomes irrelevant and pointless, and its purpose is reduced to simply making you feel good about yourself for “doing what God called you to do.”  God never calls people to do anything that makes them the hero.  Churches must be all about how GOD wants to do things, what GOD is pleased with, where GOD leads you, and what brings GOD the most praise and glory.
  2. We’ve prayed for a spirit of celebration instead of a spirit of success.  The reason we go to church services is not primarily so that God will do something, but because of what God has done already.  The Sabbath was the day God rested from working the other six days.  We should not ever rely on the one hour per week we have at church for God to do miraculous things.  We should be listening for God’s voice and acting on what He reveals to us on the other six days, and use Sunday to rest and celebrate.  So many Christian’s lives revolve around what they will get out of a church service, when really, they should be bringing something to put into the church service as a harvest of the work God has done through their faithfulness.  We sing songs to God because He is faithful and praiseworthy…but unless we truly believe that, our voices are empty, and unless we are seeking God in the other 167 hours of the week, we will have a much harder time truly believing.  Soren Kiergegaard said, “It is so hard to believe because it is so hard to obey”…obedience nurtures belief.  None of this means that God doesn’t do miraculous things and speak to people and change lives at a church service, in fact it’s often quite the opposite—but we ought to come to church services with joy and thankfulness more often than despair and demands.  God often only gives us more when we are good stewards of what we have already.

When we put God and His glory above ourselves and our own efforts, and when we are satisfied in Him instead of demanding of Him, INCREDIBLE THINGS HAPPEN.





I like it, but I don’t…?

23 07 2008

We moved from our small, two bed, 1.5 bath, restricted kitchen, and decent living room apartment into a bigger, three bed, two bath, enormous kitchen, and roomy living room house these last few days.  It’s been a bit of work, of which has probably been unbalanced—I’m lazier than I like to admit, and am unfortunately good at coming up with semi-legitimate things to do instead of cleaning and packing—but we’re about 98% done.  Just random small bits and pieces of things left to throw in a box and move to the house, and then the cleaning of the empty apartment.  And I’m not at all excited about that.

It was extremely exciting to move the couches and beds and tables, and to figure out where we wanted all the stuff to go, and to hang up posters and paintings and so on.  When it’s big, noticeable stuff, it’s enjoyable, even if it requires heavy lifting.  But when you get to the little trinkets and stuff you don’t really want but don’t really want to throw away, it’s not at all fun, because it seems like a waste of time and it’s completely under the radar.  And don’t even get me started on cleaning the place that we’re about to leave forever.

And my spiritual life is like this too.  I love it when God makes big changes in my life.  I love getting completely messed up and transformed, even if it’s tough for me to do, because it’s noticeable, it’s something completely new, and it’s exciting.  But when God asks me to do the small stuff—cleaning up little, under-the-radar convictions, picking up after myself, making sure that I leave a good impression when I leave some place or something behind—I get frustrated and I don’t want to do it.  It’s not fun anymore.  And I have no idea what convinced me that my spiritual life is about me having fun, and not about me laying my life down—even the tiny annoying parts—and submitting to the will of Jesus, lover of my soul.

(And so it turns out that the little things are a big thing too.)

Moving isn’t always an enjoyable process, whether it’s from apartment to house, or from old sinful self to new regenerate self.  But if we ignore the small stuff, the move is never completed.  We never can settle into the new, because there’s still small parts of us in the old.  And while I don’t like cleaning up and taking care of the seemingly insignificant things, I do— because beneath my surface frustration, my heart loves completion.

  • What little things are keeping you from completing the big changes in your life?
  • Are you seeking partial transformation in order to fulfill your own desires, or are you seeking complete transformation to God’s will for you—even if it’s hard?




Et Cetera and Similar Endeavors

9 07 2008

Going to the zoo today, the water park on Friday, Warped Tour on Monday, and The Dark Knight comes out the 18th. Not to mention last week I got to blow stuff up. July is turning out to be quite an exciting month.

I’ve been listening to a ton of new music—Search The City, Burden of a Day, and A Skylit Drive have all been playing a lot on my iTunes lately.

I am currently feeling like an overinflated balloon, flying higher and higher, and am hoping that God gives me an outlet for all the love and vision he’s shooting me up with or I will soon explode—I sometimes feel like there is too much God for me to handle, this is of course true in the sense that He is infinite and I am certainly not, but it blows my mind that it is possible to wake up every morning for the rest of my life and be even more in love with Jesus than I was the day before. It is completely impossible for this to be true if I live to be 80, there is no way a human being can contain that much love, but “with God all things are possible (Mt 19:26).”

A few things God is working me through, around, in, and so on:

  • What if we believed—as in had no doubt—in Matthew 19:26, Matthew 17:20, John 14:14, and Philippians 4:13?
  • The Christian church in the time of Paul and Peter and John and such apostles (that wrote parts of scripture, brought thousands of people to know Jesus Christ, did miracles, spoke with total confidence and authority, et cetera…Acts 2:38-43) was certainly a smaller number of people than today. What if the church today took Christianity as seriously as the apostles did? If less than twenty people did what scripture and history tells us, why shouldn’t we expect even more?
  • Sometimes we pray and pray and pray for something; for God to make our hearts like his, for his will to be revealed to us, and so on. And despite constant prayer and earnest seeking of God nothing changes…this might be because God has already made our hearts like his, and we just have to do.




Autopsy

17 06 2008

I believe that it is somewhat factual to say that if a heart were to be split in two, it would not function as well as before. And assuming that this is true, it follows that it would be even harder for the heart to work if it were split into thirds, and it would become even less effective in four pieces, and so on. But even knowing all this, I still portion out my heart to so many different things.

What if my heart was undivided? (Mt 6:24)

What if I stopped trying to explain God and simply loved Him? (1Co 2:14, Col 2:20-23)

What if I was convinced that God knows all my needs? (Mt 6:32)

What if I actually had faith that He WILL provide? (Mt 7:8)

What if I did things on faith, without first having to be proven wrong? (Mt 14:25-31, Jn 15:5)

What if I prayed for absolutely impossible things and truly believed that God would do them? (Mt 17:20, 19:26, Jn 14:14)

What if I stopped assuming that I know what’s best? (Eph 2:10)

What if I acted like I truly have the mind of Christ? (1Co 2:16)

What if I actually believed that the Creator of all things moved and spoke and worked through me? (2Co 4:7-10)








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