“As he was passing by, he saw a man blind from birth… ‘Go,’ he told him, ‘and wash in the pool of Siloam’ (which means ‘sent’).  So he left, washed, and came back seeing.”
-John 9:1, 7 HCSB

I wear contacts (or glasses when my contacts refuse to cooperate), but I’m not blind.  At least not physically.  I do sometimes feel blind, though.  I would venture a guess that one of the most common wishes people have is to know what’s coming.  In Christianity, that means what “now” is leading up to.  What’ve you got up your sleeve, God?  What’s on the horizon?  Why is this happening?  It can be from an optimistic perspective, or it can be from the depths of depression, but one thing is certain: we always want to know what’s next; how to get from “here” to “there.”

You might not even need glasses or contacts at all, but I’m certain that you’ve felt blind at times too.  When I read verses like Psalm 119:105—”Your word is a lamp to my feet, and a light to my path”—or Jeremiah 29:11—”I know the plans I have for you”—I am prone to frustration!  If God KNOWS, then why doesn’t he SHARE?  Why do I so often feel that I can’t see a thing in front of me?

I am finding out more and more that he does share.  Frequently.  The problem isn’t with him (it never is), it’s with me and my lousy perspective.  While he may not tell me the future, God is always more than willing to explain the purpose of the present through the Holy Spirit and his Word, and it’s in this passage from John 9 that helped me to start tuning in to the right spiritual frequencies.  This guy has been blind from birth, and Jesus puts some mud on his eyes and tells him to wash in the pool of Siloam, which is the Hebrew word for “sent.”  As I read this a couple of weeks ago, I realized something: that’s how spiritual blindness is healed, too.  Healing of spiritual blindness is found in washing ourselves with being sent.  We begin to “see” as we cleanse ourselves with the mission Jesus saved us for.

All of a sudden, every problem made sense.  The people that were the most bothersome to me became my greatest opportunities to grow in love.  The people that weren’t living by God’s grace and guidance became my highest-priority mission field.  Think about it; let the Holy Spirit wash your eyes in your “sent-ness.”  There’s a purpose that Jesus saved us to; everything comes into focus when we look through the lens of our divine destiny.  We function most effectively and operate most clearly when we look to God’s desire for our lives.  And without God’s purpose at the front of our minds, we are blind to all the opportunity he lays before us.

The best part of this story?  He came back seeing.  That’s what I want!  I want to come back from being washed with restored vision.  I just have to take my “mission shower,” and start living with the revelation that I am an ambassador; a representative.  I am sent.  And that brings both the purpose of the present and the function of the future into perfect focus.